by Linda Christina Redgrave
photo by Paul Salvatori Photography
It’s been a year since I took my final police escorted ride to hear Judge Horkins deliver the verdict for the Jian Ghomeshi trial.
Lucy, witness number 3 (still under publication ban) and I gathered in the VWAP room accompanied by lawyers and friends to hear the outcome of this much publicized trial. Although I was never invested in the outcome, the suspense was getting to me and everyone else in the room. We hugged with anxious smiles in support of each other. We were crawling to the finish line after publicly getting torn to bits, but there was still more to come. All of us were ready for the not guilty verdict. What we weren’t prepared for was the ruling that was written with such ignorance around memory and expected behaviour after the trauma of sexual assault and then delivered with condescension. The ruling was read not only to us, but to the entire country. That in itself holds a lot of stress.
That horrible day was the day I truly decided to fight back. I launched ComingForward.ca. It’s launch intentionally co-incided with the verdict to hold myself to my intention to help others. I was very alone through the Ghomeshi trial and I wanted others going through the process to have a welcoming space to read stories, get resources and support.
Before the trial, my knowledge relating to sexual assault was very limited to personal experience but I was cognizant of the rape culture that was known to show up when reporting. Unfortunately, I’ve learned that many non-activists also have very limited understanding of the process and unconsciously buy into the rape myths. Yes, reporting is difficult and were you drinking?
Never having faced the justice system with a sexual assault complaint like this, I was unaware of the complex challenges facing complainants in police stations and courtrooms every single day. I was consequently thrown into a crash course on Reporting and Testifying at a Sexual Assault Trial 101, which everyone fails. I found out the alarming realities that I and all the others would be facing in a courtroom. A shocking eye opener.
A Year In Review
It’s been a year since the verdict, and although there have been many negative challenges, this is not going to be where my focus rests. Instead, I am choosing to celebrate my accomplishments to keep the momentum going and contribute whatever I can.
Since starting Coming Forward I have;
- had countless survivors of sexual violence share their experiences with me when they had no one to talk to
- learned of the many issues with reporting and testifying against sexual violence with different demographics
- connected survivors to resources
- arranged a meeting in Ottawa with Status of Women
- supported survivors through trial
- participated in numerous protests
- danced in a flash mob for sexual assault
- given many media interviews
- written articles
- given keynote speeches at conferences
and lastly, met some of the strongest and most inspirational people that I have ever known who have changed my life for the better.
I’ve only just begun.
I feel that this trial has opened up many conversations all over the country and is giving attention to many who have been working tirelessly trying to get reform. We now have judges being held accountable for their lack of understanding of sexual violence and how it relates to the law, we have journalists revealing the realities of reporting to police across the nation, and even a sold out play about sexual violence (The Ghomeshi Effect). Add to that a Prime Minister that is giving back the funding for these issues that the previous government took away.
The conversations didn’t die out after the trial as we feared. If anything I think they are picking up momentum, speed and volume, but we have only just begun. There is still much to do. Maybe this is the beginning of a new paradigm for how we treat sexual violence.